Surgery tomorrow

The day is finally here and I am less than ready to deal with it.
I am alone and have to get the help where ever it comes from. I have to be at the hospital at 6:15. My Mom is coming out to get me and the kids at 5:30. I am supposed to take them to my Dad's house in the morning. My oldest daughter just got back from being with them for three days and she is less than enthusiastic to go back over. Actually she was fuckin rude tonight when I went to pick her up. I dont think she should see them until she apologizes.
So because of her attitude my step mom asked when I would be back by to get them since I said the surgery is relatively short. By ten she says. No probably not. Oh that is right I should just go home make lunch while I am on pain killers.
Whatever I am so frustrated. My dryer is broken still. I have no clotheslines. I tried to make one tonight but it will only hold panties.
Fuck i cant write anymore. Fuck this all.