Peace and quiet ( other than my music)

The kids are outside, Jeremy and his kids are at the skate park...and I a sitting here comfortably in my over sized chair. It isn't too hot in the house, cool breeze making its way in...very nice.
I having been feeling a little crazy lately with the stress at work, the kids coming back from Washington, the ex-husband taking off to work and my house becoming less than clean.
I cant have every room in my house a mess or I feel whacked out inside. I hate that feeling.
A cluttered confused feeling. One or two rooms that are dirty that I can shut the door on is OK, but the entire rotten house not being 100% sucks.

Made some progress today, but I am contemplating skipping some of work tomorrow just so I can cope with it.

I have been chronically tired. Haven't taken my thyroid meds since Wednesday. Just haven't worked in getting them filled.

This week I need to register at the hospital for my surgery. I am looking forward the potential relief of getting it done. More than anything I am happy to have at least a week off of work. The family is going camping up at Dorena Lake, so I will join them a few days after the surgery and just kick back and relax. How does that sound?

Too many distractions now, everyone is home.


~Namaste