Change

You walked into the room, I just had to laugh

The face you wore was cool, you were a photograph

When it's all too late, it's all too late

I did not have the time, I did not have the nerve

To ask you how you feel, is this what you deserve

When it's all too late, it's all too late

Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

And something on your mind became a point of view

I lost your honesty, you lost the life in you

When it's all too late, it's all too late

We walk and talk in time, I walk and talk in two

Where does the end of me become the start of you

When it's all too late, it's all too late

Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

What has happened to the friend that I once knew, has she gone away?

When it's all too late, it's all too late

Change…Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

Change, you can change…

Tears for Fears

My words

We are all tattered and torn from the experiences that bring to every new experience. I only know of you what was placed in front of me. It is so easy to hide behind masks and walls. Only allowing our true selves to come out when we are tucked away safely in our haven. There was never anything I wanted for you than to be happy. With whomever that was. I had a gut feeling about only one of the men who was in your life, he is now gone. And for that I am grateful. The other I know not what binds you. I only pass judgement based on what you share with me. Share nothing and there is nothing. Share the good times and I will laugh, smile and see the happiness in my heart for you. Keep me out and you know that you are avoiding reality, because I know you deeper than you may want to believe. I am not your enemy but your confidant, your strength, your sister, your soul-mate. I know this, and I have to be satisfied with that.

Today I cried, right here at my desk, sitting in front of these two monitors..I was overwhelmed with work, and it all suddenly toppled over on me. Here I was crying holding it back, I never want it to come out. Go away from me. There is far bigger things in the is world than I can ever explain. Me I go from one extreme to another, until I let all this shit out.

I am a friend.

Namaste