All I wanted was to have closure.
And feel like I had one happy moment to take away.
Instead I am filled with confusion.
Closure is a frame of mind.
Not avoidance.
Not neglect.
To feel and let your emotions out is where the closure begins.
I keep thinking I am there.
But I am not.
He tells me to let the situation go.
I agree.
But my heart hurts and he knows that.
Somewhere deep down inside I know I am getting there.
Mind over matter.

Do you remember the last time you were honest? I do.